Run For Your LIFE!!

Great, I've just wasted one week of holidays. I'm just too lazy to learn and read and the magazines are still in the plastic bag, untouched!!! *runs away in shame* AAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am addicted to YUI, and I wish to own her latest single AGAIN.


I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT!!! I dunno why BUT I WANT!! aahahaha I'm all out seeking for this album!!

WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW BEFORE IT IS REMOVED!!! U MUST WATCH AHHH!!

Ok, serious thing. Tha selsema babi H1N1 is getting very very very scary. read this

And yesterday Joyce said there is H2N8 running wild already. Oh, why... WHY.... omg how...

Seventh Night of July

HELLO!!!! I am officially back from the long MIA. Laptop is fixed, minor problem that had cause a major havoc (one of the RAM was faulty).

Few years ago, I came to know that there was this certain festival going on in Japan on July 7. Then while watching Keroro (its an educational program, so students please watch), July 7 is Tanabata, aiyah lazy wanna explain, go read yourself aahahaha.

This morning I woke up to the Birthday song dad streamed on Youtube. *aaaawwww.....* and suddenly the song goes "Happy Birthday Gary~~"... =_='

ok, no surprise party, =(. But I had so many Birthday wishes from close friends and those that have lost touch (WKF called to wish me!!! ahahahaha so cute!) (B1 Joanne & TTY thank you!). To those who smsed THANK YOU, to the Facebook ones THANK YOU, to the e-mail-enjoying-Tanabata-right-now THANK YOU I MISS YOU, to the one who rang me up THANK YOU I WANNA TALK LONGER LO, to those who MSN-ed THANK YOU and to the Twitter THANK YOU I LOVE YOU SAPO!

Not forgetting mummy and daddy who brought me to the Japanese restaurant where Joyce Lau saw roaches and where we celebrated Rynn's birthday and made Douglas drink wasabi, weee~ GOCHISOSAMA!!

Laptop fixed, what a rellief (I THOUGHT MY MOTHERBOARD ROSAK! $_$).

and baru sahaja:
Fiona Xiah Junsu Ten Poh Yee DBSK TVXQ (that's her full name, really) gave me this!!

HONGO KANATA WALLPAPER!!! *faints* IAMSOSICKOFHIM,IHATEHONGOKANATA BUT WEEE~ i love this wallpaper MUKYAAA!!

The whole Japan is celebrating with me right now! wahahaha~ and every single year!!! >.<

updates

appologies for being so long off blogging becaaauuusse i have gaps in my teeth my laptop crashed and I feel so unsecure blogging with this desktop. So since I'm so bored waiting for the time to go to bed, I shall just update a little then continue waiting for the right time to send my laptop for repair. *phew*

1) I am undergoing training with a well-known construction company. Its not really what I wanted but since I got it (through relations) why not learn something rather than rotting at home.
This is my last week and I've just started to get to know the people better. Then I'm leaving... mixed feeling. And yea, I've got so many daddies there.

2) Travelling to work everyday is really fun because I get to do things alone. I take the LRT and Monorail to work in the city, takes about an hour to reach office. Transportation fair to and fro from home to office costs around RM50 per week. But thank God food is really cheap (coz i eat in the cafeteria upstairs)
On my way to work, I see alot of things. One thing that caught my attention were the visually impared people. I want to feel how they feel, walking with the stick, depending on good samarithans to guide them across the road. I just want to know how they feel! (yea someone played soccer blinfolded as part of his lessons, syok anot? got blueblacks? lol)

3) Megu is not coming already. I am sad, lost a friend.

4) Why are people ignoring me? Am I too antisocial or my face expression shoo people away?

5) H1N1 better go away fast, I want to go Tokyo this coming October.

6) Problems are coming back, soon. And I will resolve them, soon. Must learn to face reality!

7) I so wish for some exciting event this birthday. I hope I won't get hurt, seems like nobody knows who I am. =(

8) how much can I write?

9) oh yea, refering back to the previous post, my cousin sister passed away on Thursday morning 2 weeks ago. The family wept so much, well except me and probably some other cousins. According to the story by her mum, most of us concluded she was possesed and controlled which leaded to the tragic car accident.

10) I've listed 9 important updates. Lastly, might not be updating until I get my laptop back. So do follow me on my Twitter. It is at the right side column of the screen.

ciaoz~

nightmare for them

Human just refuse to accept advice.
Until something tragic happens, they will be shaken.
And they wake up from their..... mistake.

they just need a tragedy to teach them a lesson...

The family, the whole family was shaken yesterday by a tragic and really *sighs* shocking news involving 2 of our family members.

No doubt I was shocked once I heard the news, but remained calm.

Somehow, we/I knew this was fatal.

And this morning.... the family cried and mourned, while me...... oh you don't want to know. (put on her iPod and turn the music loud so she won't hear the cries, crying is contageous but no, she wasn't sad at all...)

Why don't people change the way they think about death? Why keep mentioning about the past and keep remembering faces when one left us(the world). It cannot be undone, because what has left, is after all gone already...

I see this nightmare, as something good. Well, long story lah....i dont want to tell here.

detailed story in Silent Symphony(YES ITS FINALLY UPDATED!).

laptop CRASHED

laptop crashed.

some blue screen with white words.... oh fishsticks... I dunno what to do to it now... T_T

*************

training so far, not fun, very boring.

today met a young girl/boss named Linda. Was from Lim Kok Wing. She's such a nice young lady. So I'm currently working on 2D CAD. Its really challenging, but very tiring coz i face the comp 9-5.

I love the journey on my way to work. =)

one split second and its GONE!

Was recording myself doing the instrumental cover of a song with the camera. Then took off the memory card for the transfer of videos into my laptop. After that went back to the Clavi and wanted to put the card back into the camera when all of a sudden the card slipped off my hand and fell into the small slit inside the Clavi.

IT HAPPENED TOO FAST!!!

NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK ITS GONE!


I DUNNO HOW IT CAN GO INTO THAT SLIT COZ LOGICALLY ITS IMPOSSIBLE....BUT... I THINK IT WENT INSIDE!!!


OMG HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T_______T

dry

I didn't know 3 weeks made such a huge impact to me.

I've actually drifted away soooooo far...

This life, is like once running upwards against a downward escalator. The moment you stop running, the escalator pulls you back down.

The fire that was one burning is now almost gone.

I couldn't do it today. I felt so different. I felt the people around me in that place were fools. I felt I was reverting back to my old self. This is surely not what I wanted.

This is a bad sign.

3 weeks, just THREE weeks and this is how 'far' I've gone.

..............Then, it got me thinking.............

If 3 weeks could make such a huge difference in me, what is you?
Have you been doing things you are supposed to do?

bad feeling

back in Seremban for... 9... days. I very much would like to stay longer, but there's training in a week's time (don wanna take the risk of making wrong decisions then regret so i've decided to take it now first).

Will be going to Melaka tomorrow, hope the weather will be fine.

Having a bad feeling that I'll not enjoy tomorrow's trip.

And to you all, have a great weekend. ^^

misty

decisions.

i can never get them right......

wait

what is a decision?

a familiar smell

What is "rich"?


I realised that "rich" can be found within the "poor" or "filthy".(hope my vocab is correct)

You do not need expensive material, skilled builders, architects, proper planning to come up with a superb piece of architecture. Architecture rich in emotions, feelings, memories or simply phenomenology can simply be found within the dusty items, rotten wood, molded concrete walls, rusted metals and the lower(or perhaps lowest) strata in the community.








I have come to realise that architecture can never NOT be related with feelings(i have yet to read more on this topic), being one who experienced both filthy and luxury, I would say both are rich in their own way.




Places that had never been accessed for years.






Things that were there all the while, keeping them for?






Certain area that evokes memories on how hard life was back then. Struggling. Things were all kept that way, untouched, until they are explored and "digged" out and revealed.






Series of things that speaks plural, of many, much, alot.






Never wanting to change thing, never want to accept changes, because they are so rich and precious, every single fault, every single broken piece, every single dirt and dust.








But one thing about architecture and planning, is that things change with relation to time. And about city emigration and immigration, old ones leave, new ones come in, places develop.....

And then, what has been torn down, remains historical for a short while, until the huge machine comes and remove them and start a new project....




The whole filthy small town, carries this scent... the scent of a rich and meaningful architecture unconsciously engraved in the minds of the locals, and which will be gone, perished and replaced with "a better piece of work". Lost its identity where every single shop and house is different from the other, that uniqueness.... *sigh*



this is the development of human civilisation....



Very soon, this "rich" town will disappear, and then commercialised and standardised in terms of architecture and planning, then, each piece of building becomes value-less......