Just when I thought our lives would return normal... it just had to become worse...
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Tomorrow #1
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
die.
I AM STRESSED.
suffering the consequences....
of sidetracking from my studies, and reading and researching on
yalah yalah, I know, I shouldn't be doing those things... I regret.... =(
I will accept if my grades don't turn out nice, I know I've lost some interest, but I believe I still can pick it back. *sigh* always wanted to do something I like. And throughout the process, with time, we realise we made mistakes. But for me, I only can continue, I can't turn back, and I don't want to.
It is very funny, when in your hometown, people look up to you because you are smart, they believe you are capable in doing so many things, you are their leader, they respect you; but right here, out of your hometown where many had seen you progressing and grow, things are very very different, you are, the one who look up to people, and they, do not know who you really are........I guess I am, the little kid.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
thought at the esplanade

when your eyes open and you see your future, you would want to get hold of it.
when you want to hold it, your current task becomes a responsibility.
when you are living with that responsibility, your hope is tied,
and you are unable to move on.
and you can only visualise that dream.
the virtual world of your imagination, the virtual world of your visions, the virtual world of your hopes and dreams..............
Friday, October 9, 2009
Tokyo! (part I)
29 Sept 2009
As we were walking pass some food stalls, the shop owner kept shouting promoting their food(I have no idea what food are those but they looked really really tasty). Well, I ended up buying some melon bread(because the girl in Shakugan no Shana loved melon bread so I wanted to try out LOL) IT WAS SO SWEET!!! TOO SWEET ARGH!!! I hate sweet food early in the morning!! But fine, forced myself to finish it, 280yen okay, = RM12 OH MY GOD.
Travel travel travel.... reached some active volcanic mountain, saw the sulfur smoke coming out from the ground and IT WAS SUPER SMELLY, I THINK INDAH WATER SMELL SO MUCH BETTER!!! Then they were selling eggs boiled in the sulfur water(apparently the egg shell will turn black after boiled in the water, and they believe each egg u eat can extend your life for 7 years), so yes NOW I HAVE EXTRA 7 YEARS OF LIFE! YAY!
smelly sulfur emiting from the ground
us and other random people hiking up the volcanic mountain
eewww
uuugghhhlll..... when you smell this, you'll immediately think cockroaches smell fragrance
it doesn't taste sulfur. just normal eggy taste, only that your life increase 7 years after eating. XD
Went down that smelly stinking "skunkkie" mountain. Our first lunch. YUMMY! but, very very huge portion.
After lunch, we headed to the foothills of Fuji-san(Mt Fuji), could see the mountains from here! SO NICE, the weather got much cooler as we went uphill. And there was this very fun and interesting creation they did to the roads. When the vehicle tire go on these lines drawn on the road, you can hear songs! Yes, the friction of the tire on the patterns drawn on the road. So innovative!
poor bird with such a wrong name... Coal TIT.
Reached the 5th level of the mountain(i think it means halfway), it was chilly(YAY!!!), okay it was COLD, my ears almost fell off. The scenery was awesome! Could see the red leaves, and the green ones, and the green-orange-red leaves. Awwww, the trees and the foggy mountains as the background. There was a small shrine, took some pictures, and camwhored with friends(DUH!)
Came back down Fuji-san, checked into our hotel. The design of our rooms were all on the traditional Japanese room layout, uhhuh, TATAMI MATS!!! Not forgetting Futon(the bed/mattress) and those chairs and cushion for you to sit. Our room was bigger compared to the others (lucky us!), the rest of them were jealous mohahahhaha. Shared rooms with Chantelle and Megan for the whole trip.
YUKATA
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Hot spring public bath. wee~~ When we were told that we will be having this chance to experience onsen, we were all very excited(hey you paid for this trip so you would wanna make it as worth it as possible), but somehow I was bothered by the nude thing.... but anyway, WE WENT FOR IT! So the 5 of us(Chatelle, Megan, Sophia, Pam and myself) somehow decided to go for it and also bumped into one another in the onsen.
The rules: first, put on your change into your yukata and go down to the bath. Second, at the public changing area, remove everything and place your stuff into the locker. Third, shower yourself clean and lastly enter the onsen.
We were so embarrassed at first but somehow you can't do anything unless you're completely naked(bringing the towel into the bath with you will just get your towel wet). This was seriously super fun! The onsen water was hot HOT HOT but once you get use to the temperature, you wouldn't wanna come out! We were told to stay inside for only 5-10 mins, but I think we soaked for 20mins... and THAT'S WHY I HAD RASHES, then felt SO HOT after that, kept sweating... but it was so fun!!!!!
That night we had yummy dinner concisted of squid, pickles, tempura, salmon, raw tuna, hotpot, some baked/roasted chicken, miso soup and rice.
Managed to contact my Japan friend *coughs*, yay! Discussed our group assignment and slept early beacuse there was nothing else to explore that night. Chat for almost 2 hours with Megan and Chantelle after lights out.
Monday, October 5, 2009
TADAIMA!!!
pictures of Tokyo trip will be posted on Facebook really soon(hopefully), so do remember to check them out once i've posted them.
Meanwhile, and FINALLY i've made the 'cover' of one of the clips in The Noose. Now presenting you all the cover of Barbarella, Leticia and Lulu.
NOTE: these videos will only be up for a week, I don't wanna get myself into trouble... so yeah... ONE WEEK!
Monday, September 28, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
"ORANG2 DI DALAM TELEVISYEN"
just like us.
They lead a normal life,
just like us,
They are themselves,
just like we are ourselves,
We think they are different,
actually they are not,
We think they are glamorous,
actually they are not,
just that,
they can afford,
Well, there is one thing different,
Their career makes them different,
from us.
We see many different sides of 'them',
but in REALITY,
there is only ONE person.
It is all about the perception,
because what they portray to us,
are the best sides of them,
That is why,
we think they are different,
Then again,
they are not.
THEY ARE JUST LIKE US!
and how do I know these things?
family
Aren't you a believer too? Weren't you thought to forgive even a slight misunderstanding? We are not perfect beings, no one is.
Can we go back to how things were before? Are you going to continue shutting yourself because you are unable to put things down and forgive? Then let the world pass around you, your time stops but the time of others keep moving. They get united, and grow stronger, but you, alone.... living in your own world...... how selfish and pathetic...
Do you want that kind of life? Family.... meaningless...
And the rest of your family suffer with you.... because of your stubbornness...
I saw my cousins photos on Facebook, oh how much they've grown, but who are they? One I've met when we were younger, the other a complete stranger... what's her name? I've been searching... oh, Esther.... What's her chinese name? I recalled it had something to do with that HongKong actress, and I know my cousin has the same "Yi", so put it up, I think it is Yi Xuan or something...Oh, so that is how she looks like... wah, very pretty at such a young age... again? How old is she? Now this one I really do not know... Does she even know my name? Or, does she even know I exist?
What will happen when we, the next generation grow up...??
I care...





